Don't Give Up and Not Slow Down

Tonight I've been feeling the melancholy of everything and it just hit me. I've realized my posts have been somewhat depressing and stuff..well here's another one.

those feeling when you want to give up.

 Today, I was given some news that would probably be a change. Some peeps cried, I cried and just the thought of it, is hard to imagine.
Such is life right? It's not permanent, only for season. But I just wished there was a better outcome. I guess this was another thing to add on to my worries. I'm honestly just at a loss for words. You don't even know the sadness I had.
  Although this seems like a time where everything is going wrong, I believe it was also a blessing in disguise from God. I think He wants me to step up my game, especially in a time where I wanna do nothing BUT give up.  Actually since this week started, although I've felt happier than last week, I feel like the devil has attacked me, especially during the times where I was weak and just gave in to my weaknesses. But I feel like this is a good time to start becoming stronger; spiritually as well as physical. I want to be the light in a dark world and I know I'm not alone. I also got people who will keep me accountable to my actions and how I live my life.

  So as of now, it still sucks, but I'm going to be positive about it all and know that God has something in store and I'm ready to embrace whatever He has for me. As Mitch says, "This isn't the end, it's just the beginning," or something like that.