Tired

    Sometimes, it's so easy to just throw in the towel and be done. A lot can happen in a small amount of time. My situation went from hopeless to having small hope, to it's done and there's nothing I can do now. It's not so much that I'm depressed, but disappointed, sad, and bitter. I wanted stuff to work out, I really did. But obviously, someone doesn't care enough to try to fix it. We're all tired, I think, of putting up with the same crap, living a dull life, being stressed, and everything else.
And you know what really sucks the most? I can't even talk about this personally to some of my closest friends. I don't want them to judge or look at this person differently. Only some people know.
I know God works miracles, and if He worked a miracle in this season of my life, that would be amazing. It really would. Blergggh. I hate how all my posts are so depressing -.-
This is definitely a personal personal blog. I guess this is why even more I like to immerse myself in my music, K-pop, and K-drama stuff. Take my mind off whatever I don't like to deal with.